Pastime Pleasures
The week has been fairly long and uneventful. I won't complain, because I honestly have no one to blame but myself. My mind has been reprogrammed to think that my new schedule involves working for a couple of weeks, taking a vacation, working for about 14 more days, then vacationing again. Look at my blog history: ranch trip, cruise, Vegas. Now I've stalled out and my expectations of a continuing holiday trend have deflated my daily motivation. Not to worry though. I consider myself very fortunate to not only be able to take the time off but have family, friends, and (the main difference this summer) some money to involve in my summer excursions.
"I think there are only three things America will be known for 2,000 years from now when they study this civilization: the Constitution, jazz music, and baseball." American historian Gerald Early may not be too far off from the truth on this one. I'd probably have to agree that there's nothing I enjoy more on a warm, summer day than chilling out to some Glenn Miller or Benny Goodman, loading up the car with friends and family to make my way to a Rangers game, then capping off the evening with a quiet reading of Article 1: The Legislative Branch. In particular, I love how baseball is classified as the American pastime. Yesterday, I went to the Ballpark in Arlington (I'm sorry I refuse to call it Ameriquest Field, unless they start paying me for that ridiculous endorsement), to watch the Texas Rangers take on the Anaheim Angels. Riding high in the AL-West Standings, the Rangers continued their success streak to beat the Angels 3-2. The excitement of the season is undeniable, especially after the Rangers have been through so many summers with little or nothing to be uplifted about. If it wasn't a terrible losing streak, it was a star player that didn't pan out. If it wasn't suffering the loss of a long-time icon to another team, it was the continuation of a long-time failing tradition known as the bullpen. But seriously, what does it matter? Did I lose any money or health over the Rangers' slumps? Have I gained any personal or individual growth from their extra wins? Some would say that that question is up for debate.
Every now and then I find myself doing this. I am caught up in the moment among the crowd with every other person around me, and suddenly it's as if a hand plucks me from the group and lets the action continue around me. These are the times that I begin to ask the universal question of "Why". I try to use this curse sparingly, as I am well aware that not everything should be brought into question. Not every system needs to be analyzed, nor does every situation need to be evaluated. But I couldn't avoid the urge with baseball. I had sat calmly in Section 41 for the first three innings, content in my seat down the first-base line with my dollar hot dogs provided by Decker, even rising to my feet when Soriano sent one over the wall during his first at-bat. It wasn't until around the top of the fourth that I was suddenly removed from the action and began to view it all as an observer. Very interesting what you can see when you step back from the activity to see the participants. I'm serious, you should try it sometime. Attitudes of the fans varied from leaning in and anticipating the next pitch to lounging back with their feet propped calmly on the chair in front of them. But amongst all the store-bought jerseys and blue Texas-T hats, there was a visible excitement of fans engulfed in the game, cheering their heroes and booing their enemies. No dramatic event caused this revelation, but for some reason I just started to soak it all in. The Ballpark is an incredible place with a touch of antique design to it all, but for those fans it was a battleground pitting good against evil.
On the other hand, there's a certain laziness to the game of baseball. No time clock runs as a deadline to when the next event in the sequence must start. The only real time that matters is the beginning of the game. Even then there's no real haste by any of the players. Every inning has a warm-up involved, as the outfielders toss the ball back and forth and the pitcher loosens up his arm. Before the throw to the plate, he has time to evaluate if the catcher's suggestion is the right call. No rush. And if the batter doesn't like how it's going, well just put your hand up buddy and back on out of that box. The umpire here will hold the game for you. And don't ever let a human resources consultant evaluate the outfield, because there would either be some major paycuts or personnel reductions after he saw the time they get to spend counting the blades of grass. Don't worry, I know their importance, and a comment about the idle outfielder would be taken back when the other team's hit landed where he once stood.
But you have to notice the irony that America's pastime is one of the most laid back sports imaginable. How many surveys do you think would show that the general attitude of this country is "relaxed" or "sedated". Yeah, right. Tell that to McDonald's and the never-ending desire for a faster food line. We're in an outrage if it takes more than 2 minutes to pull into the drive-thru and leave with a greasy foodbag in hand. Then we decide to combine things like driving and eating to subconsciously help make our day more efficient. Time is money. So what causes a person to become irate when they're stuck in traffic, even though they have nowhere pressing to be? Apparently, that same individual can instantly suppress that urge whenever a baseball game progresses at the same snail pace.
Brought back from the outskirts of observation into the view of reality, I would still agree that baseball is rightfully named America's pastime. True, the urgency and headache of meeting a deadline or maximizing a set amount of time is not present in baseball, but the purest representations of American philosophy are clearly there. Choice. The idea that an individual can decide the intent and timing for their personal actions. Bravery. A notion that implies lack of fear, whether in opposition to a team of 9 or in presentation for a group of 39,000. Heroes. That that individual could overcome insurmountable odds to bring himself and others to a point of victory. We are taught these ideas from kindergarten and on, but it seems that with time, politics and lack of integrity start to blur the visibility of its effects. It could be competition, the culture, the atmosphere, or even the individual players that bring you to see a baseball game, but ultimately, I think it boils down to the fact that winner and loser are cut and dry, plain and simple. You celebrate your team, its colors, its mascot, its logo, and even have faith that following a trumpet sound with a "charge" will in some way rally your supported soldiers to stand taller and fight harder.
Don't worry. I'm a spectator, too. Remember, I said I know that not everything needs to be analyzed. In fact, I enjoyed my hot dog and fries, accompanied by my king size soda, with as little thinking and pondering as the next guy. But curiosity got me on this one. The time is now 3:20 pm on Thursday afternoon. I just happened to complete the writing of all of this as I turned on the Rangers on the radio. With the MLB.com highlights window left open on my desktop, I continue to cheer even from the isolation of my office. No foam fingers, no dollar hot dogs, no trumpet charges. Just the hope that my team will end the game in victory. Currently, the score is 7-1, Anaheim. Things are not looking good for the Rangers. But even though I long for the win, there's comfort in the loss. Our lives would be incredibly depressing if our entire destiny rode on any single event. The game helps assure us that there is always another chance. Opportunity, another American trait. If not the next night, then the next season. Confidence is found in the fact that the underdog will never lose as long as he is still playing, always making brave choices and constantly striving for his chance to be the next hero.
